Tuesday, November 6, 2012

is this perfection ?


found in The Impossible Cool, reading Cloud Atlas...thinking of Sonmi 451

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

take no prisoners




When shooting someone, aim for the heart...no point in taking prisoners...

Friday, October 26, 2012

pay attention




“To pay attention, this is our endless and proper work.”

-
Mary Oliver. A Thousand Mornings

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

The best people










The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to 

take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for 

sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they 

are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.

—Ernest Hemingway (A Farewell To Arms)

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

nice


Prayer


Prayer

 
by Jorie Graham

Over a dock railing, I watch the minnows, thousands, swirl
themselves, each a minuscule muscle, but also, without the
way to create current, making of their unison (turning, re-
                                                infolding,
entering and exiting their own unison in unison) making of themselves a
visual current, one that cannot freight or sway by
minutest fractions the water's downdrafts and upswirls, the
dockside cycles of finally-arriving boat-wakes, there where
they hit deeper resistance, water that seems to burst into
itself (it has those layers) a real current though mostly
invisible sending into the visible (minnows) arrowing
                         motion that forces change--
this is freedom. This is the force of faith. Nobody gets
what they want. Never again are you the same. The longing
is to be pure. What you get is to be changed. More and more by
each glistening minute, through which infinity threads itself,
also oblivion, of course, the aftershocks of something
at sea. Here, hands full of sand, letting it sift through
in the wind, I look in and say take this, this is
what I have saved, take this, hurry. And if I listen
now? Listen, I was not saying anything. It was only
something I did. I could not choose words. I am free to go.
I cannot of course come back. Not to this. Never.
It is a ghost posed on my lips. Here: never.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

A chuva voltou hoje


A chuva voltou hoje,
depois de um longo estio
a chuva cai tristeza em gotas.

Ainda de manhã demorei a atravessar a rua
só para olhar melhor as pernas nuas
da rapariga que atravessava -  
por ora acabaram as pernas nuas
a partir de agora sombras, 
volumes a cobrir o frio.

Regatos correm ao longo dos passeios,
Outra música, outro tempo.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Sudden

 “People think of history in the long term, but history, in fact, is a very sudden thing.”

Phillip Roth’s  American Pastoral

Thursday, September 6, 2012

The Unknown Citizen

 
He was found by the Bureau of Statistics to be
One against whom there was no official complaint,
And all the reports on his conduct agree
That, in the modern sense of an old-fashioned word, he was a
   saint,
For in everything he did he served the Greater Community.
Except for the War till the day he retired
He worked in a factory and never got fired,
But satisfied his employers, Fudge Motors Inc.
Yet he wasn't a scab or odd in his views,
For his Union reports that he paid his dues,
(Our report on his Union shows it was sound)
And our Social Psychology workers found
That he was popular with his mates and liked a drink.
The Press are convinced that he bought a paper every day
And that his reactions to advertisements were normal in every way.
Policies taken out in his name prove that he was fully insured,
And his Health-card shows he was once in hospital but left it cured.
Both Producers Research and High-Grade Living declare
He was fully sensible to the advantages of the Instalment Plan
And had everything necessary to the Modern Man,
A phonograph, a radio, a car and a frigidaire.
Our researchers into Public Opinion are content 
That he held the proper opinions for the time of year;
When there was peace, he was for peace:  when there was war, he went.
He was married and added five children to the population,
Which our Eugenist says was the right number for a parent of his
   generation.
And our teachers report that he never interfered with their
   education.
Was he free? Was he happy? The question is absurd:
Had anything been wrong, we should certainly have heard.
 
 
(W.H. Auden) 

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Write something



“Write something, even if it's just a suicide note. ”
― Gore Vidal

Nah...don't think so...

Friday, August 31, 2012

Clear-cut

"Xxxxxx's biography was in need of a plot and his worldview was in need of a moral."

found in Grand Old Marxists

Timothy Snyder - The New York Review of Books



Just at the beginning of Martha Gellhorn "The Face of war" she states that things with the Nazis were clear-cut : what they attacked we could very clearly support...Now in the days of the 50 or more shades of gray things get more complicated,  reality though is making a comeback and it's  costing us – but one has only to remember that in some parts of the world there was never gray, it was either black or white as always was, you couldn’t just stand on the wall, life always forces you to be in one of the sides of it…

Clear-cut : life will get rougher in Europe, just hope that somebody remembers the history of the XXth century and its wars…Hope that’s not the same path we’re following…Egg of the serpent looming in the shadow always.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Hugo



Hugo Cabret:
 I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machines never come with any extra parts, you know.They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured if the entire world was one big machine... I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

I remain

After they all leave,
I remain alone with the poems,
some poems of mine, some of others.
I prefer poems that others have written.
I remain quiet, and slowly
the knot in my throat dissolves.
I remain.

VRSA



Burn

“What is to give light must endure burning.”

- Victor E. Frankl

Monday, August 20, 2012

take me home...


I’m about to leave. I ask him to take me home. […] The road home isn’t very long, and I know I’ll be getting off soon. But at this moment, I’m feeling such lovely warmth.

Friday, August 10, 2012

depois da maçã...

Adão e Eva Expulsos do Paraíso

Noite



A luz é só outro ruído na noite,
cúmplice o rio corre, carregando o seu silêncio
tudo o que nasce, desagua numa foz.

BARREN

1bar·ren

adj \ˈber-ən, ˈba-rən\
 

Definition of BARREN

1
: not reproducing: as a: incapable of producing offspring —used especially of females or matings b: not yet or not recently pregnant c: habitually failing to fruit
2
: not productive: as a: producing little or no vegetation : desolate <barren deserts> b: producing inferior crops <barren soil> c: unproductive of results or gain : fruitless barren
scheme>
3
: devoid, lacking —used with of <barren of excitement>
4
: lacking interest or charm barren
routine>
5
: lacking inspiration or ideas barren
mind>
— bar·ren·lyadverb
— bar·ren·ness \-ə(n)-nəs\noun